Sunday, December 11, 2011

It is a Year already....

Where did the time go, Jeff?

I can not believe that it is a year today....
I can not believe that we are doing okay...
I can not believe that my heart is healing around the hole that your leaving left.

I want you to know, I'm not angry anymore.  I miss you just as much today as a year ago.  The pain is still there but not as strong.  I still cry but not as frequent.

You were my youngest son, that I never had.  I've always been proud of you. I love you with all my heart.
So now..

I believe that we can continue to go on..
I believe that you are a peace and happy...
I believe that we will see you and hug you again.

So until that time, I will think of you often and smile when I see your face or hear your name.
I love you, Jeff, more than you will know.