Where did the time go, Jeff?
I can not believe that it is a year today....
I can not believe that we are doing okay...
I can not believe that my heart is healing around the hole that your leaving left.
I want you to know, I'm not angry anymore. I miss you just as much today as a year ago. The pain is still there but not as strong. I still cry but not as frequent.
You were my youngest son, that I never had. I've always been proud of you. I love you with all my heart.
So now..
I believe that we can continue to go on..
I believe that you are a peace and happy...
I believe that we will see you and hug you again.
So until that time, I will think of you often and smile when I see your face or hear your name.
I love you, Jeff, more than you will know.